strange. i write often, but its to an inanimate being, its to a close friend who i can trust, its to those who i can easily hurt, its to serve the illuded concept of thinking i am some grand being whose mind is capable of grasping something outside of the world we live in, its to relieve myself of insanity, yet that never avails.
id like to be honest.
into the wild...chris mccandless...stillness...control of the mind...far away from temptations of the world....but not far away enough from temptations of your own flesh....fear...complete freedom....surrender....he mustve surrendered to something....himself....society....death....reality....fantasy...failure...the being that he didnt mind calling 'God'....he was a slave to something....right?
by living for yourself, are you not your own servant?
i know its all been embellished to a larger degree than it should (and to most it appears to be irresponsible), but it seems to be a repeated instict of man: to pick yourself up, take nothing, go nowhere or somewhere, and live. simply.
he, too, is ashamed to recieve a gift, even if it is well-deserved....he too, had the most difficulities not giving love but rather, recieveing it.
humbleness....theres a lack of.
the thought process...its backwards....still on the same track as the rest of mankind....just working to get away from the solution, whatever it may be.....money...love...ya know, the two that are easily interchangeable.
striving for simplicity seems to be more difficult than one might like.
i am dumbfounded. still.
i used a lot of periods..
.
id like to be honest.
into the wild...chris mccandless...stillness...control of the mind...far away from temptations of the world....but not far away enough from temptations of your own flesh....fear...complete freedom....surrender....he mustve surrendered to something....himself....society....death....reality....fantasy...failure...the being that he didnt mind calling 'God'....he was a slave to something....right?
by living for yourself, are you not your own servant?
i know its all been embellished to a larger degree than it should (and to most it appears to be irresponsible), but it seems to be a repeated instict of man: to pick yourself up, take nothing, go nowhere or somewhere, and live. simply.
he, too, is ashamed to recieve a gift, even if it is well-deserved....he too, had the most difficulities not giving love but rather, recieveing it.
humbleness....theres a lack of.
the thought process...its backwards....still on the same track as the rest of mankind....just working to get away from the solution, whatever it may be.....money...love...ya know, the two that are easily interchangeable.
striving for simplicity seems to be more difficult than one might like.
i am dumbfounded. still.
i used a lot of periods..
.
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supertramp is the man. I'm finishing the book as we speak. What do you say about rubbertramping with me on bikes from San Antonio to Panama City, Panama?
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